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Smoking With Ryan Dilbert by Beth Thomas
When I started writing the story, I was teaching English in Gongyi, China and that influence is probably pretty obvious. Even with a working heater, this would have been during one of the coldest winters I’ve ever experienced and so I spent a lot time sleeping face down with my arms tucked under me for warmth. Bear imagery (hallucinations?) soon followed. Have you ever imagined yourself to be an animal, like Liu does? If so, what, and why? I usually imagine myself to be a star athlete, a homicide detective or Otis Redding. I rarely picture myself as an animal. Liu is seeking strength from his images while I mostly explore alternate existences in a spaced out manner. Wen Tian's derision is the catalyst for Liu's change. So in a way, she put him on the path to his (eventual) mojo. What will Liu do when he sees Wen Tian tomorrow? That’s a great question. I would hope it would be something impressive. Does Liu still imagine himself a bear at the end? Or has he transformed into something new, left the imagining behind? Something I hadn’t thought of. I don’t think the transformation is complete. I envision bumps in the road, frogs in the throat and a gradual change into someone more bear-like. How do you generally start a story? Where does it all begin? My starting point varies. Sometimes it’s an image or a line, a setting or a smelly old man trying to feel me up at Whole Foods. For Imagines He’s A Bear, I thought of the first line first and the rest came pretty quickly. Read Imagines He's a Bear. |
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| Issue Twenty-Seven (December 20, 2009): Four Disconnected Truths About My Father by James Tadd Adcox «» I Am Born by Grant Bailie «» Americano Mens by Martin Cloutier «» On Becoming a Bird by Emily Darrell «» Vacation by Peter DeMarco «» Imagines He's a Bear by Ryan Dilbert «» Heavenward by S. H. Gall «» Bowling for Dollars by Amie Hartman «» When the Cicadas Come by Tara Laskowski «» Love and Destruction in a '67 El Dorado by David Lindsay «» To the Women in Line at the Walgreens Pharmacy by Sean Lovelace «» Greenback Fly by Dennis Mahagin «» Arecibo by Andrew McIntosh «» My Friend by Gary Moshimer «» Elstor by Jefferson Navicky «» Winter by Alec Niedenthal «» Fork by Glen Pourciau «» Stalling by Andrew Roe «» The Runner by Curtis Smith «» Unicorns by Scott Stealey «» Orbit by Brandi Wells «» Interviews: Grant Bailie «» Martin Cloutier «» Emily Darrell «» Peter DeMarco «» Ryan Dilbert «» S. H. Gall «» Amie Hartman «» Tara Laskowski «» Sean Lovelace «» Dennis Mahagin «» Andrew McIntosh «» Gary Moshimer «» Jefferson Navicky «» Alec Niedenthal «» Glen Pourciau «» Andrew Roe «» Curtis Smith «» Scott Stealey «» Brandi Wells «» Cover Art "View From the Lincoln Bedroom" by Marty D. Ison | |||